I have made my own blog before, however, I deleted it about a month ago because I thought it was stupid. It was just a blog that I used as a journal to write about my daily life. Instead of writing about what I have done during the day or just life in general, I ended up having a bunch of depressing blogs about my significant other. When I reread everything I wrote, I felt stupid, embarrassed and like I have no life. The person who I wrote to about did not even read it so what was the point. Anyway, I deleted that blog about a month ago thinking I'd never write a blog ever again, but I've decided to start another one. I still find it weird writing here... I don't even know how well I'll be able to write daily blogs...
One of my friends gave me the inspiration to do this, that's the only reason why I started again. Sounds stupid but whatever. She's very optimistic about life, while I'm just pessimistic, always thinking about how my life sucks and how I'll fail in life. Self-esteem = lowlowlow.
This time, I'm planning on just writing about my life in general, hopefully...
I don't want to end up ranting about that person anymore. But then again, this is a blog about my life. Sigh. I'll just try to keep it minimum.
I hope I just don't bring back the past again and having to post depressing blogs and then having to delete the entire website later on.
Last night I went to Metropolis Metrotown with a few of my friends. We bought some winter clothes, and then we went to T&T to do some grocery shopping. We were suppose to just buy some fruits there and head back to UBC to drop things off and bus over to Richmond for our friend's birthday, however that kind of failed. Because we were all so hungry, we ended up buying so much food. Each of us had 3 bags to carry and they were h-e-a-v-y! Especially when we also bought milk and canned drinks/food... We knew we were going to be late for our friend's birthday but because we had things that needed to be refrigerated, we had to go back to UBC to drop off our stuff. The UBC bus came late, so we were late getting back as well. By the time we got back to UBC (we tried to run as fast as we could... with our heavy groceries) it was 7pm. We had to all meet up at Vanier's commons block for this other girl to come. She was walking over from Totem but she took forever, so we decided to go first and then meet up with her. One of our friends told us that we should all go first while he stays to wait for the other friend. We thought he meant that we should go first to the bus loop and wait for them, so we waited at the bus loop. One of our friends suddenly said, "Hey I see ___'s red vest." We were like "Oh cool" not thinking that it was really our friend on the bus. We called them and realized that they were the ones on the bus and that they left before us! We misunderstood when that friend said "You guys go first" so basically we were late for another 30 minutes. When we arrived, the birthday boy and one of his friends had to go to the Landsdown skytrain area to pick us up because we were 2 hours late (almost 3 hours). We felt so bad! 2 hours late for someone's birthday party? I would definitely be pissed off about that! We had sushi for dinner (at like 10:30pm). After eating, a bunch of people wanted to go to Party World, or KTV. I was sick so I didn't want to pay $25 just to sit there and watch people sing so I decided to head back to UBC with 4 other friends. On the skytrain, we were playing this game that was hilarious. I can't even explain it. But it was really funny. People on the skytrain probably thought we were still in high school - sad. Anyway, by the time we got back to UBC, it was 1am. This girl lives by Save On Foods at UBC so we had to walk her over because it was dark out and recently there has been numerous raping incidents around our school. It took about an hour to walk her over to her apartment. When sending her back to her apartment, a water bottle fell on the tree and almost hit me! It was the scariest thing ever! I was lost on how to get back to Vanier... and my friends were still at Richmond. It took a long time to get back home =(. My other friends decided to continue partying/hanging out, when I decided to go back to my room and sleeeeep! I'm sleep deprived - no joke. Basically, I've been pulling an all-nighters every single day these 2 weeks. I most likely failed my two midterms on Friday too.. I was so sick that I fell asleep for 20 minutes during my Organizational Behaviour exam! Finally, I reached my bed, it was 3:30am. I was so happy to be able to go to sleep. I didn't even set my alarm because I wanted to see what time I'd wake up the next day (well technically the same day). I woke up at 3 in the afternoon. Ha. Breakfast at 3! I ate my T&T coconut toasts, mmm it was delicious! I actually hate coconut, but this one was good. I've been trying to get a hold of someone today but no luck =(. I just wanted to ask a question. Blahh...
I'm deciding if I should go to UVic next weekend or the weekend after that. My UBC friend is at UVic right now and he's coming back tonight. He said he'll be going to UVic for the next 2 weekends, so hopefully one of those weekends, I'll be able to go back with him! He'll take me to UVic because I have no clue how to get around there. I don't even know how to get to the ferry, heh..
Gahh... I just need to somehow get a hold of this person at UVic.
I guess I can say my life is busy, fun, but at the same time depressing - due to this one situation going on.
Hm, this blog isn't too bad! Hopefully I'll keep this up and continue with it. When I'm older, I'll look back at this blog and reminiscence my childhood life. It'll be cool =).
I should get back to my Math WeBWork now. It's due tomorrow night. Sigh.
Oh wait never mind. My friend just got back from downtown and I asked her to text me back when she gets back. There's this guy who says he bought cheesecake, just for me... He said he spend his last $20 bill on me. I hate it when this happens! This puts me in an uncomfortable position. Do I take the cake or not? If I take the cake, does it mean I'm accepting him? He likes me and it's been going on since the beginning of September. Hopefully nothing will happen. I just want to be friends. It's so awkward. I have to walk over to Totem now to get the cake, but I'm getting my friend to come with me so nothing will happen. Ha, I'm weird eh..
Sigh. I miss ___.. This sucks.
Anyway, I should get changed to go out now.
PEACE OUT
<3
